Archive for January 2013
♡ la petite cuillère .
No but seriously... LOL. Oh my goodness, focus. FOCUS.
When you first enter it, you are struck by a beautiful logo, consisting of only an image of a teaspoon. It's circular, with lace edging the sides, and the text is this antiquated type script that reminds me of something I feel I might find on the tickets of those boarding the Titanic. It's beautiful. Below this, you see a picture of the view from the store as of 1908. And I love old Vancouver. And there it was.
However, this was not so. There was all this old, bulky, charming wood furniture that, at times, looked mismatched. Don't get me wrong though-- this was an all-good kind of mismatched. There was a cupboard filled with English bone china right by the door. There were several tables spread across the floor, all with plush seats accompanying them. The place was so homey. It felt like a thrift shop too somehow, but not like a Goodwill-- like a thrift shop you might step into if you lived in 1908. (Although I am unsure if they had that going on then, haha.)
A selection of two miniature sweets, two finger sandwiches, one miniature scone, fruit preserves, and Devonshire cream.
VALUE ♥♥♥♥♡ | AMBIANCE ♥♥♥♥♥
Nine Years Old & Empty
I'm not sure what the title means, apart from me starting piano at nine.
Anyways, I decided to ditch homework and get something I feel has been wanting to be completed for a long while-- a piano cover. I was appalled to find that I started on this song in February of 2012. I thought it was only six months since I started, but no, its been almost a year.
It occured to me awhile ago, but I've only started to take it seriously recently-- that our lives are basically, eventually, defined by what we leave behind. The ash after the embers have gone out. It sounds kind of odd, maybe grim when I phrase it like that, as if I'm preparing for my death or something, but no. No, I just mean that only from working on yourself will you start to become your own David.
So I started working. And one of the things I've wanted to improve upon is my ability to consistently practice the piano.
And yeah, instead of sitting my butt down and doing homework, I opted to
do about 40 takes (on top of the 30 takes I took last week) to finally
get this bit out of my system.
Here it is. I hope you enjoy it.
xx jen
Liar.
I have had the fortune of being published in a lovely poetry and short fiction anthology at my University called "THE LIAR." I was thrilled to find some people wanting to read it so below are the two of my poems that have been published. Thank you for your interest and your love~
- jen
soft spoken and soft bodied
with a will of solid gold
she drew me fancy lines
telling me of romantic worlds and
a life of billed greens and greener grass
turns out all she was was green
i left this place seeking
a calmer love and an earned dollar,
less lipstick marks on collars of my
soft white dress shirts
less flashing lights and high percentage drinks
so
asleep, shirtless, on a summer evening
i had found myself in a beautiful place
but this time, a place self-earned.
my truest love lay besides me, and
the stars were tired, fading out, giving in to morning.
that was when i heard a 'click'
i guess i shouldn't have been surprised to see her there
still greener than the money that filled her empty life.
but there was something else, a colour i'd never noticed before
red
somehow, i could it see it on her hands,
but worse—
on the gasoline that you’ve filled me with,
lighting a fire
on a star-shined road.
your flesh is warm
and i would expect so
but your heart is cold
and with your eyes of stone,
i wonder.
i wonder about the stars
and how god can dim their brightness
or
let them burn spots into your eyes.
i’d like that, over you.
you hold the key
and i’m waiting to be unlocked.
pray me well,
because i’ll always wait.